The fact that you know very well your principles in life, it comes with your acceptance and claim that God knows it all more than you do. So, don't be afraid to fight for what you believe in! After all, you have a big support at your back, none other than God.
... see his/her face to other person? ... think of him/her every night before you go to sleep? ... want to talk to him/her everyday? ... feel you're relieved from something heavy after you talked with him/her? ... want to see him/her while you're away? ... really want to look at him/her even from pictures only? ... put him/her photos as your wallpaper? ... by any chance to pray for him/her? ... tell about him/her to your friends or other people you know? ... don't want to hear from him/her the word 'goodbye' or 'bye'? ... hear his/her voice then you're solved? ... still think of him/her during your busy moments? ... are not contented to have chat with him/her without seeing his/her face in webcam? ... are worried about him/her most especially when he/she got sick? ... care about him/her? ... want to say "I Love You" while you're talking to him/her but you can't? ... like to feel him/her by giving a hug? ... miss him/her because of his/her signature laugh? ... continue to write and write more? Is it love if I ask you to answer the above questions?
By the way, if you have some reactions about the questions above don't hesitate to do some love by giving your comments and by means of answering some of those questions. THANKS!!! =)
Below is my reply to mom when I receive her text and just in time its a good mood in me then I just thought what if I'm with my mom right now....
"I'm good here mom. Just saw a wow view of calm sea along side the road. I'm getting better here. Thanks for checking me out. I just missed you already. Love you mom! =)"
"Remember this, you should clear what's between the two of you. Its not advisable to be in 'Mutual Understanding' mode coz you're not teenagers anymore." -CMR, Missionary
"Its never been right to bargain with God coz you just make your life conditional and if you'll try it, you'll make God confused. Definitely, you are much confused." =) -CMR, Missionary
"You are no longer strangers and sojourners but you are fellow citizens with the holy ones and members of the household of God."
Psalm 117:2
"The Lord's love for us is strong; the Lord is faithful forever."
John 20:29
"Have you come to believe because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen & have believed."
-N.A.B
* There are things I'm not sure of; there are things I accept out of composure that I have faith in God; and those things I really understand and put into my own principles. Certainly, I'm seeking the life that God already planned for my life. That's why I still have some issues & questions in me that I have to clarify and be sure of. This Fulltime Work is the only one I know the best way I can achieve it & I'll continue this work not only for myself but for those people who has the same confused minds and hearts as I am.